The first birthday sure does stir up a lot of retrospective thoughts and feelings, doesn't it? You guys have come such a long way! The kangaroo care is so touching. And the blood draw video does break my heart, but is very familiar to me, as R especially has had to have so many blood draws, most particularly in her first weeks/months. But they are often so important--it was a routine heel stick, after all, that allowed her to receive that vital early diagnosis.