The unfairness of it all is the one thing that's so hard to get around. I'd love to be able to give you advice on letting go of it, but hell hon, day after tomorrow is our six year anniversary. He's been diagnosed for six YEARS. And it IS unfair, and undeserved, and some days i'm surprised the bitterness doesn't eat me alive. Thats the thing I guess. It will always be unfair, that won't change. Acceptance does come... but it never stops being unfair.
There's nothing I can say to help you but I want you to know that if I was there I'd give you a hug. Not that that would help either. But I'd hug you anyway. I'm thinking of you, sweetheart. I do not know what you're going through, but I know what the frustration of not having control feels like. Let me know if you need anything from me, sugar. And Gage says hi.
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Date: 2006-07-11 05:15 pm (UTC)There's nothing I can say to help you but I want you to know that if I was there I'd give you a hug. Not that that would help either. But I'd hug you anyway. I'm thinking of you, sweetheart. I do not know what you're going through, but I know what the frustration of not having control feels like. Let me know if you need anything from me, sugar. And Gage says hi.